Adrianna,
You mean the world
to me and I love you so much, I have loved you from the moment I laid eyes on
you all those years ago at that party at Tony’s house. I know I stuffed up big
and lost you, I wish I hadn’t, I made so many mistake and my biggest regret is
losing you.
I’m giving you your
space, I’ve moved back home and hopefully it’s enough for you to come to your
senses to realise it’s always been me, it’s always me been that has had your
best interest at heart and I still do.
Come see me when
you realise I’m right.
I’ll always love
you
Nathan
I scoffed before ripping the letter to shreds, I would
never go find him and hopefully me not turning up will just keep him away
longer.
I turned my head as I heard the doors slide open, I
noticed it was only Damon so I turned back out to face the ocean. I didn’t even
know where to begin with this whole Nathan thing with Damon, at least Emery and
Sutton knew the truth because they were there, everyone else found out by him
turning up constantly and Spencer, well Spencer pulled it out of me after
walking in on a fight between my mother and I.
“Babe…” Damon started but I shook my head to cut him off
before throwing the pieces of the letter out hoping the wind would catch them
and they did, so I watched as they took off.
“Come on Dri I need your help urgently with something”
Emery’s voice pulled me from my thoughts and I looked over at her, her smile
was fake and I knew why.
I shrugged before heading over to her, not even looking
in Damon’s directly. I didn’t want him to see what Nathan was doing to me, it was
bad enough my friends had to see it and knew the reason.
“Dri…” Damon spoke as he made a grab for my wrist but I
pulled it from his grasp and followed Emery back into the house and upstairs.
Once we were in the house Emery grabbed my arm to prevent
me from taking off on her, I knew better then to fight her so I let her drag me
upstairs to her room where I was not surprised to see Sutton sitting on the
bed.
“Alec told you?” I questioned and she nodded at me, my
shoulders slouched before I walked over and laid down on the bed.
“What does Damon know?” I heard Emery’s voice and I
wondered what she was doing since I couldn’t see her, she had entered the
wardrobe in this room.
“Nothing about Nathan, I can’t tell him. I had a hard
enough time telling Spencer everything and even then he doesn’t know
everything”
“Dri we don’t even know everything” Sutton spoke calmly
but I knew they were both worried, there was one moment that they didn’t know
about.
It’s the same moment that was the one that led towards
the death of my dad and the only people alive who knew the truth about it was
Nathan, myself and the cops who took my statement and it was staying that way.
I didn’t say anything to the girls I knew they were
worried about me, I remember the looks they were giving me in the hospital, I
remember them trying to work out the bruises on my neck and I remember the
confrontation they had with Nathan in the hospital hallway.
I didn’t even look up when the door opened the only thing
I hoped was it wasn’t Damon entering the room.
“Dri you’re new boyfriend is a little worried” I heard
Alec’s voice but I just shrugged in response, not knowing what to say.
I didn’t know what to say, all this time, ever since I
got that first letter from Nathan I wanted nothing more than him to leave me
alone but now, now that he told me he had gone back home to give me space I was
worried.
I didn’t know what to expect from Nathan, if he had gone
home chances are he was with my mother and those two together was never a good
sign.
I had pushed aside the conversation taking place between
the girls and Alec but it wasn’t until someone mentioned Spencer that I
listened.
“God where is Spencer when you need him, he was the only
one to get through to her when she was like this” I looked up noticing that
Alex had joined us and I narrowed my eyes at him before climbing off the bed
and heading downstairs ignoring my friends calling my name.
I found Damon in the kitchen cleaning up our mess from
the night before, “you didn’t have to do that”
Damon turned around at the sound of my voice, he looked
surprised, hell even I was surprised by how I cheerful I sounded.
“Well considering there is something going on that I
clearly don’t know or don’t understand and all your friends are whispering
behind closed doors I figured I could do something to distract me” I walked
over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck.
“I’m sorry babe, it’s honestly nothing”
“Why was everyone so concerned about what was written in
that letter, was it from Spencer?”
“No it wasn’t from Spencer, it doesn’t matter. All that
matters is I’m here with you this weekend and you’re finally meeting my friends
and Alec said he will play nice” I smiled at him before placing my lips against
his.
“Why do I feel like Alec is only going to play nice so he
doesn’t get kicked out?” Damon smirked at me.
“Because Alec is like a little kid, he hates being left
out”
“HEY! That’s so not true” I turned my head at the sound
of Alec’s voice and saw him pouting in the corner with his arms across his
chest.
“That right there helps prove what I just said” I shook
my head at him and it was seconds later Alex came up behind him and hit him
over the back of the head causing us all to laugh
“Alright so what are our plans for the rest of the
weekend?” Alex question as he joined us in the kitchen and I was grateful for a
change of topic, anything to get Damon away from the idea of the letter.
Oye! I feel like this whole situation is like every person's fear. The fact that Damon can act and convincingly lie about his intentions with Dri so easily is... terrifying. And is such a huge betrayal. I hope Dri finds out sooner rather than later!! He is soooo slimey. She has to catch on to him soon..... right??
ReplyDeleteI am curious to see if Damon's opinion of the whole situation changes, once Dri tells him what happened with Nathan. I am also curious to see if Damon's opinion of Dri's friends will change once he has spent the weekend with them. However, I am still team Spencer. I would love for him to come back and save the day when this whole Spencer fiasco blows up or Dri run to London to be with him. Either way, love the blog!
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