Thursday 28 April 2016

First Fights



A bonus post for you all, since I was able to get a bit more writing done this week and it's a thank you for sticking with my lack of posting schedule for the last couple of posts. 

Is It Too Good To Be True?



It was almost 3am by the time I crawled into bed beside Spencer, I had to literally shove at him in hopes of getting some space in my bed.

I had told Lee she could stay in the guest room for as long as she wants and I would get the spare key from Spencer to give to her so she could come and go as she pleases.

“Is everything alright between the two of you now?” Spencer mumbled as I curled up against his chest.

“It will be.”

“Is everything alright between us?” he kissed the top of my head and at first I was silent, I didn’t know how to respond.

After talking to Lee and telling her everything that had been kept from her, the news of hearing about Spencer and Scarlet seems so far away. It makes me realise that the problem I created was just trivial compared to everything else going on in our lives, I had Spencer now anyway and wasn’t that what I’ve wanted for so long? And plus, we were broken up, he didn’t do anything wrong and I was with Damon.

I had to believe after everything we have been through to get to this point in our lives that he loved me, he has tried to so hard to stay by my side through everything since he returned to the city even when I pushed him away. I had to remember that he loved me, he fought for me and is constantly trying to prove he won’t leave again when things change because he knew he made a mistake last time.

“Everything is perfect, I’m sorry I lost it at you.” I softly kissed his neck

“I’m sorry I kept it from you.”

“Mhmm, I love you Spence.” I mumbled against him before I started to fall asleep.

“I love you too Dri, so much.” That was the last thing I heard before I fell asleep.

I woke up to Spencer softly brushing hair out of my face before he softly kissed my forehead, I grabbed his wrist and opened my eyes.

“Where do you think you are going?” I questioned sounding half asleep still, he gave me a smile before laying back down and I closed my eyes hoping to get some more sleep.

“I was going to check on your sister and maybe think about making a start on breakfast but maybe with you being awake I will change that plan.”

I had no idea what he had in mind, well up until he started pushing my shirt up higher that I realised. “Spence?” I tried to get his attention but he didn’t reply, he just placed his lips on my neck and began sucking and nibbling there.

“Spence we can’t, not with Lee here.” I pushed against his chest and I was glad when he pulled and rested his forehead on the bed beside me.

“You’ve never had a problem with us having sex with someone here before.”

“Yes but I made the mistake of finding an apartment where the guest bedroom was right next to the master, I fucked up Spence.”

Spencer had lifted his head and looked at me with a look of shock on his face and I knew why, me admitted I fucked up was something I rarely did, especially with something like this.

“Wait, did you just admit to doing something wrong?” I nodded shyly and he gave me a funny look.

“Are you sure you’re my girlfriend? When you came to bed you forgave me for the whole Scarlet thing without me even having to explain and you over looked something when it came to finding this place.” I watched as his eyes ranked over my face.

“Oh you think you’re so funny,” I pushed him off of me as I headed towards the bathroom. “For being an ass you can shower alone.” I grinned at him but the look on his face caused me to run for the bathroom hoping to lock the door before he could enter.

Except he was too quick for me, he managed to push on the door just as I was about to lock and it caused me to frown at him.

“Please don’t frown beautiful,” he cupped me face before kissing my forehead.

“But I said you weren’t showering with me, you’re showering alone.” I said sternly but he just shook his head before pushing me backwards to the shower.

“I promise just a shower.”

“But…” he cut me off with a kiss.

“And tonight I’m going to convince Emery and Sutton to entertain Lee for the night.”

“Have fun with that,” I grinned at him but he didn’t say anything in return before pulling my shirt over my head and turning the shower on.

Sunday 17 April 2016

Regret (Lee's POV)



Sorry for the lack of updates, I have no valid reasons aside from lack of time and writers block. At this point in time I cannot guarantee to have a post ready every week, I will try to post when I can but ever since returning home I finally have a full time job doing something I love and it's taking all my time at the moment.