I was sitting on the couch staring at the ceiling when I
heard the apartment door open, I didn’t even have a guess as to who would be
there since so many of my friends have keys and they have all been checking up
on me more regularly since the attack.
It had been a couple of weeks since I woke up in the
hospital and I was able to return to work a couple of days ago, I still hadn’t
remembered what happened with Nathan and Harvey was doing everything in his
power to make sure Nathan couldn’t come near me ever again and I was grateful
for his help.
When a stunning bouquet of flowers appeared in my vision
I instantly knew it was Spencer checking up on me today, I sat up and looked at
him hoping he would believe the small smile on my face.
“Thanks, what are you doing here?” I grabbed the flowers
from him to take a good look at them.
It was almost a week after I was released from the
hospital that I didn’t feel as paranoid and I felt I could handle being alone
again. When I told Spencer this he decided to move back to Alec’s, at first I
was hurt but then I realised maybe it was harder on him constantly being around
me.
“Checking on you, did you go to work today?” I rolled my
eyes at his comment, it was almost like he’s spent too much time with Emery and
Sutton.
“Of course, don’t be stupid. You sound like Emery and
Sutton, they asked the same question when we broke up.”
“Just making sure, why were you staring at the ceiling?”
“Why not?” I shrugged my shoulders and leaned forward to
place the flowers on the table. “Why are you home from work early?”
“Finished early, everything’s still in transition for me
coming back to work and my full load isn’t available while I’m casually
checking on the branch in London,” he shrugged like it was no big deal.
“That’s fair, I heard back from that apartment I checked
out. Someone else got it.” I was in love with the apartment I checked out a
couple of days ago, it was a little bit bigger than my one but smaller than
Spencer’s.
“I’m sorry, I’m sure you will find something eventually
and it’s not like you are getting kicked out here.”
“I know, I just feel like a fresh start is what I need
right now,” I looked over at him and I could tell he was overthinking
something.
We were both silent for a moment and I looked back at the
flowers sitting on the table, Spencer always had the ability of finding the
brightest, prettiest flowers of all time. I absolutely loved orchids but I always
felt it was strange to spend so much money on flowers. I told Spencer early on
in our relationship that sometimes the brightest flowers would make me melt and
he didn’t have to spend a fortune on them because I knew after a couple of days
they would just wilt and die anyway.
“There’s another reason why I came home early, I need a
favour.”
I turned and looked at him with a smirk, he looked a
little like he was about to plead with me. “Ah hence the flowers?”
“You got me, Alec and I have to head home for the weekend
but I never got around to telling my family we broke up…” I looked at him with
a raised eyebrow. “I know, it was a stupid move but you know what they’re like,
they would have been like if it was meant to be we would have made it through
me being in London, I just thought it would be easier and now I don’t feel like
telling them the truth because it’ll just cause issues. I know I have to tell
them but maybe after this weekend?”
“Spence…”
“I know and I’m sorry, I don’t want to put you in this
situation and I know you don’t exactly like my family…”
“No I have no problem with your dad or older siblings,
it’s your mum and younger sister.”
“Please Dri, I’ll be your friend,” he pleaded me and I
rolled my eyes.
We had been getting along a lot better since that first
night of me being back here, in fact after that first night we decided it would
be better to not share the same bed and it was a couple of days later that he moved
back in with Alec.
There were moments where I would panic and hate the fact
that I was alone and vulnerable but I needed to get over my fears and my need
to always rely on Spencer. A couple of times I’ve called the girls and they’ve
instantly come over no questions asked and they were able to ease my concerns
about being alone.
“Fine, I need to get out anyway,” I agreed and he looked
so happy at the thought
“Thank you so much, it means a lot to me.”
“You owe me Spencer.” I spoke softly as I leaned against
him.
Saturday came and even though I agreed to do this for
Spencer and even get out of the house I was regretting my decision, I knew if I
really wanted out of the house for a weekend Spencer would have let me spend it
in the Hamptons, hell if I begged hard enough he would have lied to everyone
and tell them he didn’t know where I was but instead I agreed to spend it with
Spencer’s family.
“Ready for our day filled with fun Dri,” Alec was turned
around in the front seat to face me.
We were currently in Spencer’s car heading out to where
his parents lived now, when him and his siblings were younger both his and
Alec’s families lived in the city but after they were all in college they moved
out to the suburbs to live off their fortunes, every now and then Spencer’s dad
would come into the city and check on a various number of things or his mother
would come in for shopping but most of the time they stayed out of the city.
“I’m regretting this decision, Spencer you owe me big.” I
narrowed my eyes even though Spencer couldn’t see me but Alec could and he gave
me a sympathetic look before turning around and looking out the front window.
“Maybe I should have found a fake girlfriend to get my
mum off my plate.”
“Maybe you should stop sleeping around so much first
Alec” I spoke in a sugary sweet tone and he when he looked at me I flashed him
a smile.
“How about I stop sleeping around when you agree to take
Spencer back?” he questioned and my faced dropped.
“Alec don’t,” Spencer warned him and he turned back
around. “Sorry.” he muttered but I didn’t know who it was directed at. I caught
Spencer’s eye in the rear view mirror and there was something written on his
face but he didn’t look at me long enough to work it out.
The rest of the drive I ignored Alec and Spencer’s
conversation, I didn’t know what to think of Alec’s comment. I knew Spencer
still loved me, it was something he said when I woke up in the hospital but we
hadn’t spoken about us or any potential relationship and all of that aside I
didn’t know what my feelings towards Spencer were, everything was so confusing
at the moment.
We finally made it to the house and Alec quickly jumped
out of the car before heading inside while I took my time getting out, I didn’t
say anything to Spencer but he grabbed my arm to stop me.
“Hey I’m sorry about what Alec said Dri, I didn’t think
he would say something like that.”
“It’s fine, it’s partially my own fault. He thinks I’ve
been leading you on and I’m at fault here.”
“Dri you know that’s not true, if I really thought you
were leading me on why would I stick around? Wouldn’t I leave you alone?”
“Maybe you’re a sucker for punishment,” I smirked at him
and he shook his head.
“Maybe I am, why else would I keep you around for this
long?” I knew by his tone that he was joking but I was still a little unsure
about Alec’s comment and those two were best friends, surely Spencer would have
said something to him. “Come on you ready for my family?”
I nodded and linked my fingers with his knowing this was
a part of the charade but I couldn’t help but feel the heat coming from his hand
as soon as I grabbed it, I gave him a smile and followed him inside.
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