The Truth

“Coffee?” I asked Spencer, we had left the bar after I found the girls and said goodbye before Spencer and I came back to my apartment. He was leaning against the counter in the kitchen waiting for me to speak.

“No thanks, I would like to know why you never me all of what happened” I turned around and looked at him and noticed the empty scotch bottle in his hands.

It was the same bottle my dad had given me after graduation, I couldn’t bring myself to throw out the empty bottle, it was like I was throwing out a memory of him so instead I rinsed the bottle out and kept it.

“What are you doing with that?”

“You actually drank it all?” Spencer questioned as I took the bottle from him

“You broke up with me Spencer” I noticed him let a sigh and knew he was getting frustrated with me

“I’ve already told you it’s a break, I don’t know how to be there for you while Nathan is harassing you but now knowing his in the city I don’t know if it’s a good idea”

“No! You can’t come back and realise that my life has turned to shit since you broke up with me and the guilt is the reason you want to get back together” I yelled at him before turning and heading towards the living room and laying down on the couch.

“Dri you were never exactly forth coming about the whole Nathan thing, I tried to ask questions but you wouldn’t open up so when you heard from him I thought it would be better if I didn’t get in the way. You were constantly worried he was going to turn up and I hated seeing you like that but you wouldn’t talk to me, you would just say something about Emery and Sutton before getting up and walking out of the room and now I find out he raped you. Why the hell didn’t you tell me?”

“What I’m just meant to turn around and say hey you know that guy my mother and I fight about, you know the one that was my boyfriend at one stage and when I broke up with him he became obsessive and stalkerish well he also raped me well actually I don’t know since I can’t remember that night from being so drunk but it’s what Emery and Sutton say since they were the ones that found me” once it was all out I closed my eyes and put my hands on my face to try and stop the tears from escaping

“Dri…”

“Don’t Spencer, I don’t want to hear it”

“If you had of told me…” at that I pulled my hands away and sat up to glare at him

“What you wouldn’t have broken up with me? Just great to know you only care enough to make sure that prick doesn’t hurt me again, oh wait you don’t care at all otherwise you wouldn’t have broken up with me!” I yelled at him and all the anger that was on his face after hearing about the rape was gone, he was softer and I didn’t know what to expect.

We were both silent staring at each other, I didn’t know what to say and I was sick of him telling me it wasn’t break up just a break because I know it means the same thing.

It wasn’t until Spencer leaned forward and kissed me that I was shocked but I instantly fell into like nothing had ever happened between the two of us. I wrapped my arms around his neck and ran my hands through his hair while he gripped my waist and pulled me on to his lap.

His hand was tightly pressed against my back holding me against him while the other one was working on the zip of my dress before he slipped the straps of my shoulder. Once my dress had slipped off my shoulders Spencer begun trailing kisses down my neck and along my collar bone, I tilted my head as a quiet moan escaped my lips. I hadn’t realised how much I had missed Spencer’s touch until this moment and as much as I was mad that he had broken things off or the yelling that’s been done tonight, I didn’t want to stop.

Spencer had gripped my thighs and stood up before placing me back down on the couch and climbing on top of me and continued off where he was kissing me. He made his way down to my breasts and placed my nipple in his mouth while his hand begun working on the other.

I never knew how Spencer did it but he was the only one that could ever make me orgasm by just playing with my nipples and right now I was so close and he could tell because he pulled away and begun kissing my neck again and I let out a whimper from not being given my orgasm.

After my whimper Spencer gripped my thigh and wrapped it around his hip before trailing his fingers along the inside of my thigh stopped where my thong was and running along the edge of it causing me to squirm underneath him.

All of this pent up sexual frustration Spencer had just caused came out in a scream when he plunged his finger into me, the screams kept coming as he fingers stroked my g spot and his thumb rubbing my clit.

It wasn’t much longer when my toes begun curling and my back arched that I was finally given my orgasm but Spencer didn’t give me the chance to recover as he pulled his fingers out and pulled my thong down so he could push himself inside of me.

It wasn’t long until we both came and I would be lying if I said I wasn’t pleased to know that Spencer hadn’t been with anyone else, the longer he went without the sex the quicker he came when we finally did.

He had shifted both of us on the couch so he was able to lay beside me and he wrapped arm around my waist holding me close to him, we were both silent trying to catch our breaths.

I eventually rolled over and looked up at him, he had his eyes closed and I hoped he hadn’t fallen asleep. “Spence?” I spoke quietly and his eyes slowly opened, I had missed staring into his green eyes like this and being surround in the smell of his cologne and it took all the strength I could muster to say what I was planning on saying.

“Yes babe” my heart clenched at him calling me babe,

“This doesn’t fix everything, you still broke my heart. How do I know you aren’t going to do this again down the line?” his hand left my waist and he ended up rubbing his face with it.

“I know and I wasn’t planning on saying goodbye like, I was coming to tell you in a couple of days whether you would let me in or not”

“What do you mean a goodbye?” my eyes welled up and I was confused, after everything he’s said tonight I didn’t know what he meant by goodbye.

“The company is moving me to London…”

Seeing Him Again

My heart broke all over again seeing Spencer standing there in front of me looking incredibly hot in dark jeans and a fitted shirt rolled three quarters of the way up his arm.

“What don’t I deserve to know? If you two have been seeing each other behind my back I won’t be happy” Spencer threatened and I couldn’t believe he thought that, I knew Alec was a shameless flirt but come on.

Alec looked over at me before scratching the back of his neck, “No that’s not what is going on, she was being harassed by some guy near the bar and I pulled her away. I just wanted to make sure she was alright before I handed her over to the girls, that’s all”

Spencer looked over at me, I swear it was almost like he was watching me as if to see if Alec was telling the truth. I knew it would be bad if he found out Nathan was inside, it wouldn’t end well for either of them.

“Dri is that true?”

“Yes” I replied to Spencer before heading past him to find the girls but he grabbed my arm instead.

“Alec head inside, I want a word with Dri” Spencer looked over me at Alec, I didn’t hear a reply but after a few seconds I saw Alec walked past both of us and headed back inside.

“What do you want Spencer?” I spoke quietly trying to not look up at him

“Because I know you’re lying, it’s more than some guy harassing you at the bar. For one you look shaken and two there is a hand print wrapped around your wrist” he placed his fingers under my chin and forced me to look at him but I didn’t like what I saw on his face.

“No, you don’t get to care. You broke up with me, why should I tell you what happened when you gave that right up!” I ripped my arm out of his and took a step back so my back was against the wall.

But all he did was take a step closer to me and his face fell, “I didn’t break up with you Dri, I suggested we take a break so you can deal with this whole Nathan thing since I didn’t know how to be there for you”

“And everyone knows taking a break is code for breaking up” I spoke as a tear ran down my cheek, Spencer stepped closer to me and wiped the tear away.

“I still love you and care deeply about you, I certainly don’t want to break up with you. I just don’t know how much I can take sitting there and watch you break down because of Nathan, I knew the girls could have been there for you while I couldn’t, I honestly thought this would be better for you”

“Spence…” he lowered his face so it was incredibly close to mine and my breath hitched at being able to smell his cologne.

“Dri I miss you, now what honestly happened in there?”

“Nathan…” was all I managed to get out before Spencer took a step away from me and headed back towards the bar, I stayed there for a moment before pressing myself off the wall and heading inside looking for Spencer or Alec.

I had entered and found Spencer and Alec arguing, I figured Alec was refusing to tell Spencer which one was Nathan. When Spencer first found out about Nathan he didn’t care to know what he looked like since I haven’t heard from him but now…well I didn’t know what Spencer was thinking.

“Adrianna I was hoping we could talk” I jumped at the sound of Nathan’s voice.

“Leave me alone Nathan” I hissed at him and tore my gaze away from the boys and looked at him

“Why? I just want an innocent conversation”

“What like that innocent conversation at Jake’s party where you raped me?”

“You were drunk, you don’t even remember that night. Why would I rape you? I loved you”

“That’s not what Emery and Sutton said Nathan, now if you excuse me I have to find my friends” I turned around to leave and I ran into someone else, I looked up and noticed it was Spencer and he looked furious and I wondered how much he exactly heard.

Spencer put an arm around me and pulled me close to his body while looking at Nathan, “I’m Spencer Dri’s boyfriend and I believe it’s time for you to leave and not come back”

“Oh I was told Adrianna didn’t have a boyfriend” I was going to kill my mother, I put my hand on Spencer’s back trying to calm him down.

“Yes well your information is wrong, now if I hear you have been in contact with her I will make sure that restraining order gets put back in place” Spencer threatened and I was surprised to see that Nathan didn’t falter, he still had that smug smile on his face.

Nathan turned from Spencer and looked at me, “I will see you around Adrianna” and then he turned and left not even giving Spencer the chance to say anything.

When Nathan was gone I pulled away from Spencer but he grabbed my arm to prevent me from completely leaving. “You’re going to find the girls and say goodnight, we need to talk”

“No you’re angry, you need to calm down and then we will talk” I spoke softly and he face finally softened and his gripped loosened on my arm

“Why the hell didn’t you tell me that he raped you?” so he had heard the conversation.

A Blast From The Past

I finally agreed to go out on a girls’ night and it ended up being much bigger than I expected it to be, Emery had invited the few amount of girls she worked with and Sutton had invited some of her closer work friends and we had all gotten ready at my apartment.

We went out for dinner to begin with and had decided to hit an amazing Italian place not far from my apartment before hitting a bar a couple of blocks over. The bar was new enough that it was somewhat packed but also old enough for enough people to know what it was like and there were even more people here at the bar that I recognized.

I hadn’t had the chance to check the bar out yet but both Emery and Sutton had been said it was amazing, the drinks were amazing and so was the music.

I was glad that I agreed to come out with the girls, I was having a good night and it gave me the chance to try and get over Spencer. I had no idea what was going on with him or even what happened to make him break up with me but right now, I needed to focus on myself.

I was standing at the bar and I finally got served and I turned around to head back to the girls but I ended up bumping into someone.

“I’m so sorry” I quickly apologized before looking at them.

“It’s fine, I’ve actually been trying to find the perfect moment to come speak to you Adrianna. I must say you look absolutely stunning tonight” I was face to face with Nathan, I quickly looked around in hopes that the girls could see what was happening but I couldn’t even see them, I just hoped they hadn’t left me here alone.

“Leave me alone” I hissed at him and tried to walk away but he had gripped my arm.

“Don’t be rude, I was just trying to speak to you and find out how you have been. Your mother…”

I cut him off, my mother didn’t know anything. “My mother doesn’t know anything and you don’t get the right anymore”

“Dri there you are, I was hoping you were here” I turned my head and found Alec heading my way, Nathan had loosened his grip on my arm but not enough that I could pull it out of his grasp.

“Hi Alec” I spoke but didn’t give him a smile hoping more than anything he would get the hint that I didn’t want to be here.

I was grateful when he walked over and put an arm around my waist, “Hi I’m Alec” he held his hand out for Nathan.

Nathan finally let go of my arm and shook Alec’s, “It’s nice to meet you, I’m Nathan” I looked up at Alec hoping more than anything that Spencer had spoken to him about this and I was pleased to see his jaw lock at the mention of his name.

“I see, come on Dri the girls are looking for you” Alec tightened the gripped around my waist and attempted to pull me away but Nathan grabbed my arm again.

“We were in the middle of a conversation Adrianna”

“And I say it’s ended, now let go of her arm before I make you” Alec threatened and Nathan instantly let go, he always was a coward.

“I will see you around Adrianna” Nathan called out as I walked away with Alec and I tried my hardest to prevent the tears from falling.

As soon as Alec had gotten us outside, he turned to face me and I leaned against the wall. “Dri are you alright?” I shook my head and focused on my breathing.

“Did you mean it when you said the girls are looking for me?”

“No, I haven’t seen the girls. I just assumed you were here with them, I saw you standing there and when he grabbed your arm I didn’t like it so I came over”

“Thank you for that, I didn’t want to be there”

“What was he saying?”

“Just that he had been trying to work out how to come over and talk to me all night, meaning he had been watching me all night. It feels creepy and I just want to go home”

“How about we go find the girls and they can take you home”

“Thanks” Alec gave me a smile as he went to head back to the door but I needed to know, “did you know?”

“Who he was? Only once he introduced himself, I’m just glad Spencer told me enough to know that you shouldn’t be around him”

“How is he?” I gave Alec a sad smile and he let out a sigh

“Dri you know I can’t, I hate picking sides but he’s my best friend. Surely you know how this is killing Sutton since she is dating Alex, she can’t pick sides but Emery and I have but that’s not to say if I see you being harassed by Nathan again I won’t get involved, Spencer would kill me if he found out I let it go by”

“Are you going to tell Spencer what happened tonight?” Alec looked at me and I could tell he was trying to decide what to do here, if he had picked Spencer's side like he said then surely he would tell Spencer what happened with Nathan but we both knew Spencer and we both knew that Spencer wouldn’t take this well since he obviously cared enough to make sure my mother didn’t hear about the break-up

“No, he doesn’t need to know about a single run in but if anything else happens I will have to tell him and you know that”

“He doesn’t need to know, he gave up his right about knowing when he broke up with me”

“What don’t I deserve to know?” I turned my head and I was shocked at seeing Spencer standing there…